Sleeping awake and awake when I'm sleeping 

I've gotta try kinda first when drenched 

All sunny days all I can see is the shadow 

And I'm not above being under 

And I'm at the brink though I know that I'm empty 

And I always hide when its my turn to see 

My only believe is not to have faith in believing 

Before I begin I'm over 

[Chorus:]

Broken off agin 

And I'm only not lonely when I'm lonley by myself 

Now the pain again I always let try forward 

Cuz all I know I'm disconnected 

Quietly loud when I'm noisily silent 

Keep holding my breth when I'm trying to breath 

Swimming against all of the waves and the rapids 

I only win when I'm losing 

[Chorus:]

I just wanna live my life sedated 

Cuz I love driving myself away 

Despite you know you say don't give a damn

I cant comprehend what I understand 

Disconnected 

Now the pain again I always let try forward 

Cuz all I know I'm disconnected 

And I'm only not lonely when I'm lonely by myself 

Now the pain again I always let try forward 

Cuz all I know I'm disconnected





 










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